A New Member to The Family!!!

She is now two months old!

I've been selfish with her I love her so much.

Her name is Sabrina and she likes to socialize she does this thing where she

talks back to you when you are talking to her. I love her we just cant get enough of her

she is spontaneous and funky.

Welcome Sabrina Dawkins!

Fun times to come.

So... I've decided that I want my blog to be more fun and exciting!
I want pictures of all my adventures from Ellis Island to Las Vegas,
its just a matter of time to get my actions together. I just moved so
I am a little unorganized other then that I AM ready, willing and waiting.
Give me a minute or two and you WILL SEE A NEW IMPROVED AND FUN BLOG!.

...more than i was willing to lose.

This is what is it
we loved and now
we've lost, lost more
than what I was
willing to lose.
I've found love in the
brown pupils of your eyes
I've gained more from the
past years that was once
shared it was real we both
felt at the time when there was
something to feel.
You've decided our faith
I had no say, I stood in the
distance praying that you would
not give our love away. It was decided...
no longer. I wept for hours, days, months
and years. A woman decides what she wants
I wanted you my heart loved you and the
knee slapper it still does and I still do.
What more can be mentioned that you and
your heart would not already know if you
once loved.....me.

It sucks yearning for financial security.

I am desperately, yearning for some financial security. I need a raise and badly, the thing is i owe more than i am making. I had two jobs and could make ends meet now because of the failing economy my second job scaled back. it was not based on choice because the honest truth is that there were no customers to make profit from parties and weddings were being cancelled faster than a hurricane. Now, i am in a position where i have no option than to make ends meet with what I am making at the moment which is nothing. I could go on and on but i know that everyone that will be reading this blog would agree and attest to their own financial yearnings. feel free to comment on this blog we'll see how far this will go. i know its just a vague blog that expresses financial frustration ( that's the point) so comment! lol.

so......

i am wondering how this blog thing works i cant seem to get a hold on it. another day in paradise and im sorry to say that i am still the same not much improvements i want to say tomorrow is another day but i am afraid that it will just end up being the same as the past days uneventful and unsuccessful again. its becoming a trend one that i am growing accustom to however, loath with every fiber in my being.